It’s one of my favorite things about summers at Tejas.
Once each week all of the girls gather in a conference room for Girls Discipleship. The teaching time usually begins about 15 minutes late because of all the chatter that fills the room. Most of the time there’s food, usually some form of chocolate; and the health conscious of the group snack on fruit. The opening prayer is sometimes started over the last few words of conversation as a tired staff unwinds from a long day and settles in for some time in the Word. We end the night in smaller groups, hearing the testimony of and praying over each person. With no ill-will toward the male of the species, it is the place where relationships are formed, real fellowship is enjoyed, and God’s Word is applied to all of our lives.
This year we have studied the surrendered life: embracing the concept that real strength comes in giving control to Another. We’ve covered topics like giving up our personal rights, letting God manage our time, surrendering our emotions, and in talking about our finances really addressed greed and selfishness.
I usually really like getting to teach the group of girls. I find that the process of preparing and teaching is a fulfilling one for me. But this topic has been different. To say that I have been challenged personally is a bit of an understatement. Jennifer Jones (who picked the topic and who assigned me to teach specific weeks of the study) says that it was the Holy Spirit that put it all together, but it’s been kinda fun to blame it on her. Thanks be to God, but I was convicted at every turn. Some weeks of preparation were rough. I found myself sitting down to prepare to teach, expecting to have a nice, neat outline ready in an hour or so, and found that the Lord was more interested in making me look more like Jesus than in me having an outline put together. More than once I would have an outline written, only to change it the morning of the meeting as I sat on my couch spending personal time in the Word.
While being refined is certainly not always fun, what an incredible Savior we have who refuses to leave us where we are. Even when we are in vocational ministry, He is not interested in where we have been with Him before, how we have seen Him move in the lives of others, or where we think we ought to be headed. In being obedient to be transparent in front of our SMT girls, I have found the blessing of a more intimate relationship with God. What a job! I can’t believe I get paid for this. And Lord, it’s Yours!
Natalie West
Summer Camp Director